Because I thought she actually cared about the two of us getting along, and that made me want to at least try to do better even if we still fought quite a bit.
And maybe that's why I'm so mad at her now, because she wasn't just a stranger who stabbed me. I thought she was trying to be a friend.
...and I am still really mad at her, yes. But not so mad that I can't say her name.
[He can also guess at why that shoulder pat is awkward, so.]
In any case, I'll find another place to stay for the time being. Just, er, allow me to come by later to grab my things? I promise I won't go snooping anywhere else but my former-room.
Please, what do you expect to find? Bones strung up like Christmas lights? Just avoid the fridge when you pick up your stuff, and you'll be fine. And if anyone asks, I left tampons in the bathroom and you decided you couldn't cope with it.
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Date: 2021-04-02 03:27 am (UTC)[She is so offended.]
Look, if it helps, think of it this way. When you bury a corpse, the worms eat it anyway. I'm worms.
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Date: 2021-04-02 03:35 am (UTC)And actually, if that's what's waiting for me back in that room, don't clean it up. I'll find another place to stay for our few remaining days here.
...and I won't actually tell anyone about it. You have my word on that.
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Date: 2021-04-02 03:53 am (UTC)Thanks.
[A little quietly.]
If you need anything, just shoot me a text. I haven't touched your room.
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Date: 2021-04-02 03:59 am (UTC)[He didn't think she would, but it's still nice that she didn't.
...that's not all he has to say, but the next part is going to be difficult. And he's hesitating.]
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Date: 2021-04-02 04:08 am (UTC)... What's on your mind?
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Date: 2021-04-02 04:22 am (UTC)[Well. He might as well say it.]
Do you remember the week when you disappeared for a day with that group? And how we found you after the fact?
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Date: 2021-04-02 04:26 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-04-02 04:31 am (UTC)Endorsi was the one who came to me, worried because her messages weren't reaching you. And it was her actions that inspired me to-
[Okay no, he can't lie here.]
-to try to be nicer.
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Date: 2021-04-02 04:40 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-04-02 04:44 am (UTC)And maybe that's why I'm so mad at her now, because she wasn't just a stranger who stabbed me. I thought she was trying to be a friend.
...and I am still really mad at her, yes. But not so mad that I can't say her name.
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Date: 2021-04-02 05:13 am (UTC)She reaches over to pat his shoulder? Awkwardly.]
I'm sorry, Luca. It's such a bummer when you're starting to warm up to someone, and then they put a knife through you.
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Date: 2021-04-02 01:56 pm (UTC)[He can also guess at why that shoulder pat is awkward, so.]
In any case, I'll find another place to stay for the time being. Just, er, allow me to come by later to grab my things? I promise I won't go snooping anywhere else but my former-room.
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Date: 2021-04-02 08:50 pm (UTC)Please, what do you expect to find? Bones strung up like Christmas lights? Just avoid the fridge when you pick up your stuff, and you'll be fine. And if anyone asks, I left tampons in the bathroom and you decided you couldn't cope with it.
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