notaccurate | 7rings- PCs with Yuri

notaccurate

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From:

aubins

[ he just sort of blinks at the hand. it's not like he doesn't know what holding hands on a walk is, literally, but well. he's never done it before. but after a moment, he'll take luca's hand. ]

Sure.

From:

notaccurate

[Time for Yuri to experience it! Because he'll lace his fingers with Yuri's and let their arms hang between them as they start to walk down the beach. They're close enough to the water that the waves sometimes cover their feet too, but it doesn't impede walking.]

You know, truth be told, I've never done this either.

From:

aubins

[ what is this thing you call handholding? it's. something? it's something. he isn't really sure what he's meant to do with it, now his hand is... essentially luca's captive. ]

Given what you've told me, that doesn't surprise me. Would you have felt comfortable doing this back home?

From:

notaccurate

[It certainly is something! And Luca is hoping that Yuri can't feel how quick his pulse is through their connected hands. He's already trying not to die of a heart attack here.]

Not really. Time spent between two men is limited to bars and bedrooms. It's assumed that if you want the company of a man, then it's about sex. After all, if you're looking for friendship or companionship, then you don't need a romantic partner for that. And if you want a romantic partner but no sex, you can just find a woman you get along with.

I never even thought to question it.

[Not until he came here and learned that being with a man isn't only about sex.]

From:

aubins

[ he can’t die two days ahead of schedule, sorry to say. luca will survive.

People don’t question what’s considered to be normal. If they do question it, they’ll do it in private. And if they don’t and try to bring about change? Then they’ll be considered radical.

Not that it’s always a bad thing, changing the things that don’t work.

It sounds like you’ve already had a long think about all of this.

From:

notaccurate

We have nothing but time, and my days aren't so booked with indulgences that I can't take some time to think.

[He thinks too much, probably.]

I suppose I have been questioning it in private too.

From:

aubins

... sounds like you’re having trouble turning the thinking off.

[ he’ll lean over and tap luca’s forehead with his finger tips ]

It’s good to question, but don’t tie yourself in knots in the process.

From:

notaccurate

[He is tapped! And he just sighs and rubs at the back of his head with his free hand.]

You say that, but it's hard to stop thinking. Usually that only happens when I sleep or when I'm 'indulging' with someone.

From:

aubins

It’s doable. It’s just tough to make your brain stop whirring. It doesn’t always work when I’m trying to stop it myself.

[ being unconscious or focused on something else ... ]

It is what it is. But it can be better.

From:

notaccurate

I would say you do a fair job of getting me to stop thinking.

[But he's also the one who gets Luca to start thinking sometimes, so.]

From:

aubins

[ he tilts his head. hmmmmmm? ]

I’m flattered. I think?

From:

notaccurate

[He winks at Yuri.

Of course he fucking meant sex. This is Luca.]

Conversations about more mundane topics help too.

From:

aubins

[ he sticks out his tongue ]

I’m glad that my conversational skills are living up to par with my bedroom skills.

From:

notaccurate

I would say your conversational skills exceed all expectations personally. You're the first person I've talked to in a long, long time who's made me think so much about such complicated topics. That has to count for something.

From:

aubins

You really know how to make a guy feel special. "Has to count for something", please.

[ he doesn't sound offended, he just sounds amused. ]

If it's making your head constantly spin, maybe I should've dialled back on the complicated topics a bit.

From:

notaccurate

Well you are a special man, so you should feel special.

[Luca no, don't show your feelings!]

Would simpler topics even be satisfying?

From:

aubins

Hmm. [ ... ] Maybe. I don't think I'm worth emulating though.

Simpler topics are sometimes the best way to get information, you know. It's not a bad thing.

From:

notaccurate

I wouldn't call it 'emulating', necessarily. Maybe...taking new ideas into consideration? It doesn't change my opinion on most things, but it does let me make more informed decisions. I was an overthinker long before I met you, you know.

[Still, he's walking on the beach with Yuri, holding hands and even swinging them just a little bit. Yuri's definitely made an impression on him.]

From:

aubins

Broadening one's perspective, is that what it's called? They do say overthinkers tend to be more prepared for whatever comes their way, and end up more satisfied by their choices and decisions. Mostly because they're prepared for any outcome.

[ ... ]

Of course that sounds like an optimistic view, but I'll accept it.

[ swinging hands!!!! that's cute. this is cute. wtf. ]

From:

notaccurate

It's better to be optimistic, I think. It's better than dreading lost opportunities.

[He says while avoiding the fluttering in his heart and setting himself up to lose that opportunity come Thursday night.]

From:

aubins

That's not the first time I've heard that here, actually. Problem with lost opportunities is sometimes you don't realise it was an opportunity until it's gone.

[ ow? maple? ]

From:

notaccurate

All the more reason not to worry about it, no? If you die, then you won't be around to regret the missed opportunity.

Though I suppose that doesn't help if you're the one who survived. Hmm.

From:

aubins

Double edged sword, isn't it?

[ and sometimes you die but it's complicated and you can have regrets anyway! hurrah. ]

From:

notaccurate

[Don't pre-call him out like this.]

It is.

And in the name of not looking at the double-edged sword, how about we get a spot ready for some sunbathing?